Life as Experienced by a Dreamer

Well, MC-12 tour take two has begun. More time away from home, more living in California. California is a sort of scary place. I feel like things are more intense here, maybe there are just more people in a smaller place than I am used to...also things are a lot more pricey. I am nervous again about starting the program. Nervous that I will stink at flying, nervous that I will be in the wrong place on day one, nervous that I don't actually exist in the system (my name isn't on the roster yet), nervous that I will be late, just nervous in general I suppose.